Since, the vote poll was a bit confused in your case, we had to deny the application, based on the majority of members' votes.
Just like Marty said, it was denied for the reason trust, but moreover, I myself am skeptical about your current situation in VCMP, and few others too, and cannot trust you at the moment. But, we do believe, there is room for improvement.
I would suggest you to work on yourself, as of now, build a bond and gain some trust with our members, and apply whenever feel ready. We believe, you will achieve that.
Best of luck!